farm hand's MindSay Blog http://lindsay.mindsay.com farm hand - MindSay Blog http://lindsay.mindsay.com/let_it_go_and_take_me_in.mws lindsay 2007-03-13T11:03:10-05:00 <![CDATA[let it go and take me in]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/let_it_go_and_take_me_in.mws

God is one thing that i have to distract myself from you

with all this experience you think id become a better christian

no

i would be yours from across the land, from across the ocean

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my feelings stopped

all of them

but especially that one

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you have made too many mistakes.

choosing solitude over me was probably the last

i hope i can fall in love again soon.

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/lindsay/you_chose.mws http://lindsay.mindsay.com/a_sad_hope.mws lindsay 2007-01-11T11:01:31-05:00 <![CDATA[a sad hope]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/a_sad_hope.mws

do i live a lonely life

do i live so unlike you

 

when it came to me

that we probably wont be love again

i went into that state

please help me out of it

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/lindsay/a_sad_hope.mws http://lindsay.mindsay.com/lonely.mws lindsay 2007-01-09T02:01:36-05:00 <![CDATA[lonely]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/lonely.mws

im so lonely.

 

im going to assume im not the reason hes coming back.

 

i messed up.  i fucked up a lot of things.

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/lindsay/lonely.mws http://lindsay.mindsay.com/get_better.mws lindsay 2006-12-11T01:12:02-05:00 <![CDATA[get better]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/get_better.mws this isnt what i wanted. youre not him. youre not back last summer back last fall. youre too gentle. youre fake when we're us.  you dont even pretend to know what youre doing.  youre not down the street....

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/lindsay/get_better.mws http://lindsay.mindsay.com/evolute.mws lindsay 2006-11-15T01:11:24-05:00 <![CDATA[evolute]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/evolute.mws

understand my nonconsistency

its okay 

its just the product of my consistent thought and action

i cant blame you for where you end up

if you wont blame me for being...

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yall taught me wonders

but i still know never am i me, at the base?

im whatever im at the moment i do know

but maybe my selfs just ever never still

soul modification unending

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im discouraged in every relationship ive ever raised past or present.  and jealousy lashes on my skin inhaling all the poisons... someday all of this will be a story.  not an occurence.  where love and...

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]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/lindsay/criticy.mws http://lindsay.mindsay.com/season_2.mws lindsay 2006-10-28T01:10:59-05:00 <![CDATA[season 2]]> http://lindsay.mindsay.com/season_2.mws reflecting on you, its how ive spent a lot of my time for over a year.  some things spend moments in your life and i picture a steady squiggle of the ups and downs of its relative effects on my...

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